Monthly Archives: August 2014

lonely times

One minute I was smiling, holding hands with my hubby.  The next thing he was gone.  As suddenly as a cold snap on a warm summer day, my hero, my best mate had died.  The shock still lingers but in between the bouts of grief and aching heart, I am noticing myself changing.  


Death is not only cruel in that it snatches your loved ones out of your arms, but it forces me to look at myself. To discover who I really am when on my own.  It is an interesting, sad, and at times lonely feeling, and yet underneath it, what keeps me going is wondering who I will finally decide to be…I will keep you posted.